I made the biggest mistake of my life the day I walked out on Pearl. Foolishly, I misunderstood what was happening right in front of my own eyes and just left her. I want to make it right–no I need to make it right. I’ll do whatever it takes to make her forgive me and have her look at me like she did in the beginning.
I have found something I never thought I’d need, have, or even want … the other part of me. Pearl took off without a word and that is not something that I can tolerate. That’s not how we are going to start our life together. She needs to answer for these transgressions, as well as the one she’s been keeping from me.
FML! I have to be who I am and live the life I want, because there’s no way I will ever go back to living for someone else. I’m lost to the feelings that I have for them–both of them. Struggling with what it is that I truly want is what made me run … again. I need to stay strong for my girls, and also for the baby who will be sharing our lives soon. No matter what happens. Our happiness is all that matters.
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